HARdLEY

IF ONLY IT WERE THAT SIMPLE.
BUT WHEN YOU LEFT.
U LEFT ALL OF YOUR SHIT.
YOUR HOARD.
EVERYTHING IN DISARRAY.
AS IF IN A HASTE TO ESCAPE .
AS IF I WAS THE DRUNKEN DIRTY WIFE BEATER IN A LIFETIME MOVIE.
AS IF I HADN’T SUPPORTED YOU EMOTIONALLY WHEN U COMPLETELY BROKE DOWN.

WE WERE THE SAME

I SUPPORTED YOUR DEPARTURE EVEN THOUGH IT WOULD HURT ME THE MOST.
BUT IT BROKE MY HEART MORE TO SEE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE SO UNHAPPY.

THEN WE CHANGED

THEN AS SOON AS YOU WERE GONE YOUR MIND ERASED ME.
YOUR NEW IDENTITY IN WITNESS PROTECTION WAS A SEAMLESS TRANSITION.
INSTANT NEW WONDERFUL LIFE.
BUT U LEFT BEHIND YOUR PHYSICAL & EMOTIONAL SHIT FOR ME TO CLEAN UP.
THINGS AREN’T INSTANT FOR NON-SOCIOPATHIC PEOPLE.
REAL PEOPLE NEED TO GREIVE & PROCESS EMOTIONS.

I’M DIFFERENT NOW

OUT OF SIGHT.
OUT OF MIND.
ISN’T A PROPER GRIEVING MECHANISM.

IT’S THE TRANSITION THAT WAS MOST PAINFUL

PEOPLE ARE NOT ACCESSORIES THAT YOU INTERCHANGE ACCORDING TO MOOD OR CIRCUMSTANCE
YOU INSIGNIFICUNT PIECE OF SHIT.

WE DID HAVE A LOT OF FUN THOUGH

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